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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:02 AM
My creativity is gone, so is my energy. I had planned to continue Photoshopping(sp?) on my contest entry and coloring other sketches today, but it all changed... :|
Now I just feel tired. I woke up around 1:30 PM today and stayed in bed until it was lunch at 2:00 PM (my Dad usually makes lunch after Noon). I was really going to go back to drawing and coloring, but I have lost all my creativity and inspiration. Not fun coloring anything without enjoying it, you see? I couldn't even force or trick my brain into becoming more creative. :| I feel sad about this, now when the contest will end tomorrow... well, I will finish the drawing even after the contest. I don't really mind that I didn't make it to the deadline. (*sobs on the inside*)

I'm sorry for all this, but I'm just tired. Could be because of this same ever-tiring school project we have since 4 weeks ago. You know, school isn't fun anymore. :| It was interesting during 1st year, and 2nd year was nice. But this 3rd year... my gawd, they're really stealing all my patience, creativity and energy. And me being a nice little girl who doesn't really whine and yell at school can't tell my thoughts and opinion to the teachers. Not sure if they'd understand either. Sure I need education and life is hard, yada yada, but I have my limits. :| Isn't school also supposed to be fun? Well, this isn't. Not anymore. (Especially not when there's one teacher who kinda "pushes" me around. :P)

Okay, I'll stop whining about school. It's not so nice, comparing the other schools out there that might be worse. I apologize for sounding so negative... I guess I'm having my ususal grey autumnal period when I feel depressed and tired. Besides, it's been grey and a little rainy the whole week. -_- Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow... but I'm not so positive about next week at school.

I've replied on comments and such on dA but skipped longer discussions for later. Maybe I'll submit a photo though. It was so long time ago since I did that. :confused: But just so you know, I won't be progressing on any drawings for a while. I'll come back to them later when I feel that I found my creativity and energy again. :huggle:

Meh, I think I'll go to bed already... or take a cup of tea and submit a photo, then go to bed. :yawn: (Really. I am d*mn tired.)
Char out...

Take care! :heart:

P.S. Even though I feel depressed and tired, I always smile every time I see this one: [link] :heart::happycry:

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  • Current Residence: Ostrobothnia in Finland
  • Interests: Music, art, parapsychology, Ghostbusters, old Norse mythology, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Ghostbusters I & II and Josie & the Pussycats
  • Favourite band or musician: Nightwish, Coldplay, R.E.M., etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, pop, new age, celtic & soundtrack
  • Favourite artist: Caspar David Friedrich
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dante Alighieri & R.L. Stine (especially "Goosebumps")
  • Favourite photographer: Aino Kannisto
  • Favourite style of art: Romanticism, Renaissance, Neoclassicism & fanarts
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player, iTunes & Winamp
  • Shell of choice: Turtle!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything with the Ghostbusters. ^_~ Also my fandoms.
  • Favourite game: Soul Calibur III, LEGO Batman, Ecco: Defender of the Future, Spyro the Dragon & Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Egon Spengler, Gyro Gearloose, Loki, Count Dracula, Riddler, Ascot, Kojiro, Kyouya, Masaomi, Mikoto
  • Personal Quote: "If my mind could paint, I'd create lots of masterpieces."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, colored ink/pencils & PC painting programs

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